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He came home at 4 in the morning with his mind changed. I have no idea whats going on in my life anymore.

Justices party went well. She had such a great time.

Things are better today I guess. I'm going out to get a part time job. Not fantastic one, but money is money. My friend Heather is manager at a Mc Donalds, so i guess I will be flipping burgers. I'm a little heartbroken over leaving my babies at home without me. Expecially because Tristan has been refusing a bottle. I just don't know what else to do at this point though.

Bad day

Things are bad. Justin says he is leaving. That sucks alot.

Tomorrow is Justices birthday, and then.. i don't know. I guess we put in our 30 day notice for the complex.

This had been an aweful month.

Its been a long time

Sorry about the long gap between posts there. Things have been going crazy in my life a bit.

I did not get into the nursing program. I'm dissapointed, but try try again. My GPA was a 3.6 and the lowest they ended up accepting was 3.7, so i'll just retake my B classes and re-apply.

Justin is still unemployed. I guess they interviewed 200 people and hired 18. I don't know what we're going to do. The money is quickly running out. I don't know where we'll go. I'm very stressed out about this.

Good news is the kids health insrance is back on track finally. The bad news is they didn't date it back the three months they were supposed to, so I owe something like 400$ in medical bills for Tristan.

Anyways, since we did get Tristan's card I was able to take him to his 2 months appointment. He's 24 in and 11lbs 13oz. Growing like a weed! He also got 4 shots, screamed the whole time, and all the way out to the parking lot. Poor baby. The doctor said we need to get an ultrasound on his hips as I guess they are not sure they are growing correctly, so that is on the 23rd. She did say that if there is a problem it is easily correctable, so i guess i'm not that worried about it.

The laptop is broken, thats another rearson i've been on alot less. And a basic bout of depression that just makes me not feel up to it. So stressed.

Aislyn Meets a Horse

The weekend was fine. We went to a picknic my MIL's senior apartments were throwing. Aislyn got to see horses, witch she was really excited about at first, but by the time we got up to them she was scared. Lol. She closed her eyes and wouldn't look at them or touch them, but everytime I asked her if she was ready to go she would tell me no. When we got back to where DH was standing she was all excited, telling him about the horses. Cracked me up. Tristan slept pretty much the whole time.

There was a massage booth set up, so me and my friend Jenny got massages for free. We're thinking about doing something called a pamper party, where you hire these people to come to your house. Sounds like a grand idea to me.

I've been Tagged

You have to give one word answers and then tag five people: .. ok, i'll bite. Thx Cheri.
NAK

Yourself: blah
Your Hair: blond
Your Favorite Item: bed
Your Dream Last Night: flashback
Your favorite Drink: chocolatemik (no space= 1 word)
Your Dream Car: green
The Room You Are In: living
Your Fear: failure
Where You Want to be in Ten Years: Nursing
Who You Hung Out With Last Night: Tammie!
You're Not: awake
One of Your Wish List Items: PS2
The Last Thing You Did: nursed
You Are Wearing: clothes
Your Favorite Weather: sunny
Your Favorite Book: Kushiel
Last Thing You Ate: cereal
Your Life: exhausting
Your Mood: content
What Are You Thinking About Right Now: Hubby
What Are You Doing At The Moment: typing
Relationship Status:Married

Friday

I seriously could not think of a title for this post, so there you have it.

Justin passed phase one of the interview process yesterday, so we are excited about that. Part 2 is next Tuesday. Hopefully that goes well too.

In other news, Lil J, my step son, is coming to live with us, I think. We signed him up at the local elementry school, and we may be getting him as early as next week. His mother lives in Detroit, and we don't really like the school system there. On top of that, he's been having a rough time with his reading, witch we feel like we need to take care of now before he gets more behind. We haven't gotten everything 100% figured out at this point, so things could still change, but as of right now it looks like he's coming to stay.

Thats my update for now. Woo hoo.

My appointments

Yesterday's appointment went well. Their insurance is on a good track. Hopefully they will be reinstated soon. The process will start tomorrow. Tristan came to my appointment with me and he was a bit cranky in the waiting room. I had him sitting on my leg and I was patting his back trying to calm him down when he pooped. Loudly. In the crowded waiting room. My appointment was at 1:30 and it was about 1:40 when this happond, so I knew my name was going to be called soon. I told the security guard what happond and asked if she would let them know I was in the bathroom if my name was called. Took T in the bathroom to change him, and there was poop EVERYWHERE. Serious, serious poop. It was all over his clothes, and his blanket, and my pants, and my sweatshirt. I seriously just washed his butt off in the sink. Lol. Another lady came in and I think she thought I was crazy. I turned his blanket inside out and carried him back out to the lobby, where I told the lady that I had to run out to my car to change his clothes. She was laughing at me. Went out to the car, changed his clothes, came back in. Jeez. They finally called my name and He was starving by then so the worker told me to go to my car and feed him and she would be back for me in a minute.

Also, I had my 6 week post partum today. Everything was good, except that i've actually gained 4 pounds. Damn. I'm going on monday to get an IUD. ParaGard? Its got no hormones and lasts for 10 years, which sounds good to me. No more babies please! Thank you!

Tomorrow is Justin's interview!